Feeling, touching life...death...
 
By Chath pierSath
July 22, 1998 – Wednesday
 
Feeling, touching life – every inside of it feeling, touching death.
I read your facial texture with my desert palm, full of sand
To take you with me as my death, with you feeling me as if it is your last.
 
The bitter half of you I leave.
The sweeter half I take as air and water, as love for my soul.
 
You in my tongue, you the force in my power
My wake in you the dew that clings to the morning grass.
 
You are dark, I am light. When I am light, you are weight,
Kiss trespassing my lips with your sorrow.
 
You are sadness in my joy, the other half of a cup to be filled;
The other wheel for my humanity to rise and wake as one, inseparable.
 
I am gravitating to you, attracted, and magnetized by your sensual force –
Fully aware of this fragmented, shattered mirror of oneness I cannot give.
 
Your pain is my pain righting wrong. Our wrongs together make right what is broken.
Our vow is inseparable – incomparable to anything that ever died.
 
My life is a sacrifice on your behalf. I am willing, giving myself to you as my lover ---
Complimenting every affliction to arrive and depart on time,
Derive things up to speed, ascending and descending with you always
On opposite of the same end as two to one part of every human we are the same.
 
My life you fill with songs. My emptiness you fill with hope.
Your warmth burns my chills. With you a light within me is lit.
 
Were you to leave, I would not be able to thrive and defy the cold of this sunless world.
Do not go and leave me to spin with dizziness! Do not become the bird leaving my tunnel.
 
Do not scar my heart that has you as the force behind its pulse. I have
Come crossing bridges above the great sea looking to see how I can open your arms.
I want your warmth for my chills, your shawl of love wrapped around me when I am sad.
Tug me in your wings for I am lonesome.
 
Angel, oh, love ---
Open your house of silence. I want forever in your earth of oneness.

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